No School Today

And what do I do? Stay at home and study all day -_- I'm seriously starting to regret taking all these ap/honors classes because they're really starting to stress me out. I'm starting to feel like giving up and we're only halfway through the first semester. It's just too much, being reminded that this is the year that determines your entire life. I remember in the beginning of the school year how determined I was to get good grades and study for the SAT's and everything. But now, I just feel that it's useless, that no matter how hard I try, it's just going to set me up for an even bigger disappointment. I need to find that motivation again. The stress is getting to me so bad, I'm not acting like me anymore. I've been snapping at people, just being a jerk in general. I feel really bad for taking it out on the people who care about me. I owe all of you an apology.